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{January 31, 2012}   Blind Ambition

Matthew 20: 17-34

I confess as a parent I want the absolute best for my child; I want her to grow up and continue to have the joy for life and learning that she currently has.  I hope that she will make good choices.  I pray she will come to be in a relationship with Jesus.  I want her to be full of kindness and compassion, and to have good survival skills when she faces disappointments and set backs in life.  I hope that I, and the rest of our family & friends have provided strong roots for her, which will allow her to grow into an amazing woman.

I want all of this so badly that I can picture it in my mind.  I can see all the possibilities opening up before her… I don’t want to miss a thing!

These are my ambitions for her and I don’t see anything wrong or harmful in holding wishes for the future for our children, and our friends’ children.  But this reading from Matthew (when I read it again using the Life Application Bible) looks at exactly this area… parental ambition…

Grant that one of these two sons of mine may sit at your right and the other at your left in your kingdom. (Matthew 20:21b)

I have mixed feelings about this request; 1st feeling is she displayed absolute faith – the kingdom belongs to Jesus, she faithfully accepted Jesus’ position.  The notes in my Bible encourage me to look further at this though – what were her motivations?  Perhaps she sought glory for her sons, perhaps (though on the surface demonstrative of faith) this mother had missed the point of Jesus’ ministry.  She was blinded by her human ambition.

Jesus modelled a different kind of leadership; Jesus demonstrated servant leadership – washing the feet of his disciples (John 13:11-13), submitting to God’s will first through his baptism (Matthew 3.13) and finally ultimate submission on the cross (Matthew 26.39 and John 19) – this was leadership without seeking glory.  Jesus represents here an amazing example to us all – How best to lead people.  The example of sevant leadership can be useful to us in any field; I particularly it’s role in parenthood, in teaching, in family life – what other areas might it be useful in?

At the completion of the section; the theme of ‘blindness’ is tackled again…

Jesus stopped and called to them.  “What do you want me to do for you?” he asked.  “Lord,” they answered, “we want our sight.”(Matthew 20:32-33)

The LAB (Life Application Bible) comments on this passage…

These blind beggars could see that Jesus was the long-awaited Messiah, while the religious leaders who witnesses Jesus’ miracle were blind to his identity, refusing to open their eyes to the truth.  Seeing with your eyes doesn’t guarantee you seeing with the heart.

I quoted because this section really hit me…

  • what do I / you allow get in the way of believing?  (What’s your blind spot?)
  • do I / you ever in your actions get in the way of people seeing Christ?
  • who / what do I / you submit to in life?
  • when we / I lead do I present a servant model of leadership… or an authoritarian one?

[on a side note]

I am loving getting more into the Bible and really unpacking it, and thinking as I write – this is the way I find it easiest to operate.  Sometimes I just jot ideas / thoughts and pictures down on paper and in notebooks, other times I blog it.

I blog because I had a bit of a deep think about whether or not to continue to be on social networking sites such as Twitter or Facebook (on twitter I am @prodigalmomma ) as there’s some truly negative and ‘not uplifting’ stuff out there… and to be honest I find it all-too-easy to be drawn into the sillyness etc.  but I wanted to continue putting positivity out there.

I am not an authority, or a theologian – just a follower of Christ who’s trying to navigate her way through life… and life, I’ve found through bitter experience, really does go downhill when I’m not stuck into the Word regularly.

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{January 30, 2012}   Do something Beautiful…

In the same vein as it ‘never being too late’ this devotion also popped into my mailbox today (yes, I’m at home working on the M Ed. so generally clearing out my mailbox and doing deskbound stuff)

But instead of just surviving, of asking God “Please bless my plans today” (c’mon be honest, who hasn’t done that?!?!) Challenge yourself and go do something beautiful for God.

Do beautiful things for God.

Graham Kendrick sings “Do Something Beautiful”



{January 30, 2012}   Never too Late…

Matthew 20:1-16

So I’ve been doing the ‘usual thing’ for me and meandering off a little; kind of getting into the old way of thinking which – for me – is this life is short, so best get out there and live it!

Unfortunately for me (and for others who subscribe to this mode of thinking) this works out as being a selling of inheritance in order to gain a fast-food meal.  I KNOW this, so I don’t really know why I fall for the trick…

I’ve not really been following The Magicians on the BBC – but I’ve caught a couple of snatches of it; in some cases we know how the trick is done, but we’re still prepared to suspend belief and enjoy the ride.  If you watched any on “Penn & Teller: Fool Us” you’ll see that even those times they were not fooled, they could still enjoy and buy into what was going on.

Now, you can get all caught up in the anti-magic “Harry Potter is evil” tirade (interesting how no one gets up in arms over Narnia, though a wardrobe you can walk into another universe through and a painting which floods a room cannot be construed as non-magical…) but I’m not doing that here today – but these shows I think we can enjoy without any terrible misfortune befalling us… but in real-life, falling for the trickery (even when wee know how it is done, and recognise the consequences) can inflict serious consequences.

I loved getting the above p[assage from Matthew in my inbox today, it reaffirms the idea that – with God – it’s never too late.  This follows on from a weekend where my Church held a ‘covenant service’ where we shared the communion, heard passages from various parts of the scripture andexamined those promises which God has made to us – those fulfilled and those which will be fulfilled.  It shined some light on areas of my life where I don’t feel that I’ve held up my half of the promise.

There areas in all of us – where in relational terms – we betray that bond that we share with the divine…

BUT it is never too late to go back to Him, ‘to ‘fess up and to begin again

I’m re-joining the covenant… I don’t know quite where it’ll take me, but I’m sure it’s bound to be an exciting journey!



et cetera